They were successful removal of the tumor. Thankfully, he was able to keep most of his kidney. To say the least I am surprised. The way the doctor had talked, Robert was going to loose his kidney. When I left this evening he was talking (well right before he fell asleep with his mouth wide open and head thrown back) His pain level was a 5 and when I spoke to him tonight it was down to a four.
If is weird to be here with out him. This has become "our" place and not just "my" place. The decorations have been chosen by us--together. The furniture we needed to buy a reflection of our tastes blending together. We are both country folk however our apartment reflects a more calm, serene, simple type of place. We are saving our pennies for a great piece of framed art to hang in the living room. If I could find a nice nook for this blasted computer desk I would be a lot happier. It is crammed in here, but then ....everything is.
Boy I am rambling.....I feel torn between home and the hospital....I have two sets of responsibilities....I have Robert at the hospital alone and the children here who need me to move and motivate and referee them.
Okay...I need to go to bed.....
good night all.....
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